Nov 6, 2008

Me and Quicksilver an Update

So for those of you who are following along at home you know that I have a or maybe I should say had a best friend that is now know as Quicksilver. Well after thinking it over and even after I had decided that I was no longer going to be in a one sided friendship with this person I called them anyway, I don't know why I guess that I am a romantic at heart and I think that friendships are some of the great loves of your life or maybe its just that I am a glutton for punishment and I wanted to feel crappy since I had been in such a good mood lately, anyway I called and true to form Quicksilver let me down. We used to be able to talk for hours about anything, and nothing at all and this time it seemed as if we had nothing to say to each other. I asked how things were and I got the short answer. I felt so I out touch. And that makes me sad because there isn't a real reason as to why we aren't what we used to be, there was no fight or rumor or anything just one day she was gone... here but gone. So, back to the call.. I call when I know I shouldn't but I do because that's who I am and we talk after weeks of not talking, about nothing really and for not very long she never asked about me or my life and seemed to have very little interest in the lives of our other friends, who by the way have all written her off and why cant I ... why cant I do the same? Why do I have this need to fix everything that's broken? Well today I tell myself no more and we will see how that goes but as of right now I am done, done,done,done.

5 Comments:

  1. Holly said...
    I'm not trying to be nosey but I have to ask, is there something that she has been going thru that she maybe has wanted to talk about? Have you asked her why you guys are so "stange" lately? I know I seem to push people away (and I don't mean to) when I have something "heavy on my heart" Sometimes I have to sort things out alone. I ahve been working on this since someone brought it to my attention. I never did this on purpose or to hurt people. Maybe you guys need to set a "date night" and talk. Just try to make it a positive talk. One more try can't hurt.
    Leigh said...
    I know, I always want to fix everyone and everything, it has always been my nature, so I ask the same question all the time, but I agree so well that friendships are the great loves of our lives.
    Oleander said...
    If there is something she hasn't told any of us. The only difference between then and now is that she has a new boyfriend, but he is someone that we all liked so I don't know...
    Tova Darling said...
    Oh how weird. I am in a totally, totally similar situation. EVERYONE else has given up on my friend, and I'm the only one who still, like an idiot, tries to make plans with her all the time, only to get rejected or stood up.

    Then I found out that she has become addicted to drugs. Mystery solved. Of course, now there's he whole issue of trying to get her to go to rehab...
    Errant said...
    hello !
    there must be some reasons for ur friend's behavior .. one of them can be that she doesn't want to be friends with u anymore, so u're right to take that decision. but maybe she has other reasons, but again she must of share them with ya and not leaving u with random thoughts that are going thru ur head trying to figure out why is she behaving like that .. everyone deserves honest, fun, kind friends who can be around whenever he's in need for one :)

    regards,

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