Nov 6, 2008
So for those of you who are following along at home you know that I have a or maybe I should say had a best friend that is now know as Quicksilver. Well after thinking it over and even after I had decided that I was no longer going to be in a one sided friendship with this person I called them anyway, I don't know why I guess that I am a romantic at heart and I think that friendships are some of the great loves of your life or maybe its just that I am a glutton for punishment and I wanted to feel crappy since I had been in such a good mood lately, anyway I called and true to form Quicksilver let me down. We used to be able to talk for hours about anything, and nothing at all and this time it seemed as if we had nothing to say to each other. I asked how things were and I got the short answer. I felt so I out touch. And that makes me sad because there isn't a real reason as to why we aren't what we used to be, there was no fight or rumor or anything just one day she was gone... here but gone. So, back to the call.. I call when I know I shouldn't but I do because that's who I am and we talk after weeks of not talking, about nothing really and for not very long she never asked about me or my life and seemed to have very little interest in the lives of our other friends, who by the way have all written her off and why cant I ... why cant I do the same? Why do I have this need to fix everything that's broken? Well today I tell myself no more and we will see how that goes but as of right now I am done, done,done,done.
Labels: Quicksilver, Relationships
Then I found out that she has become addicted to drugs. Mystery solved. Of course, now there's he whole issue of trying to get her to go to rehab...
there must be some reasons for ur friend's behavior .. one of them can be that she doesn't want to be friends with u anymore, so u're right to take that decision. but maybe she has other reasons, but again she must of share them with ya and not leaving u with random thoughts that are going thru ur head trying to figure out why is she behaving like that .. everyone deserves honest, fun, kind friends who can be around whenever he's in need for one :)
regards,